Hate to Give up, and Yet Always Give up

I wonder how many times has it occur to me. So many things, I had take up and dreams to reah a very competitive level. Making lots of new friend while being praised to improve at a quick rate on my own. But, so wat? Once I stop improving(as in ranking up) or I lose a lot, I lost my passion so easily.....My resolve is so fragile........And yet I dint learn from my mistake....Why? , no idea......I just happen to have change my mind so quick and learn new thing....

Seriously envy on those people who are hardworking, and passionate people. I like how they never give up and having burning fire in their heart.
On a second though, I wonder do their really exist ? If so I really want to meet 1 of those 'rare' kind people.

RANDOM RANT

Hei guys, sry for being troublesome, i chged my blog link ( hiding from sum1) hehe

Day by day~ Sitting infront of computer doing nthg bside reading manga.....ah....at this rate, I gonna become otaku soon~~

Watashi Ni XX Shinasai! (Do XX to me)-hei is not H- It set on a Ice Queen (her skin is cold, her 'stare' is fearfull) who wrote 'Phone Novel' (its a hit in Japan). She 'stare' at people while observing their personality so that she can write the story well. On top of that, her novel is best at that time even though the story has no element of "love' at all. Her fans start to bug her to add 'Love' element on her story. What make it worst, she doesnt know what is 'Love'. On her quest of searching it, she blackmailed a 'Womanizer'(guy) which accidentally leak his weakness. What will gonna be happen on this 'Fake Lover'? The story move at fast pace~~capturing every attention of reader to manga!
(ongoing)
Rating : 9.0/10


Koko ni Iru yo!(Here I am ,by your side) - If the story mentioned above is spicy, than this is sweet. Its talk about a girl with zero presence (invisable). On her first day to school, she got caught on accident by saving a dog. When she return school, everyone in her class has formed group. While she sitting alone all the time. What she has is her blog and her blog friends which constantly cheering her on!. It changes her, make her stronger, as well as causing and unexpected event to occur! Beautiful art and definitely a great piece to read ^.^ (Ou btw, kind of alot sad situation i guess, some1 cried for every chapter........)
(Completed)
Rating : 9.5/10

Well, that me ^.^ ...Since start of this month, I slack of playing Starcraft 2 and spend almost all my time reading manga thru internet.
As I mentioned during last post, I read 400+ chapter of manga.....well, after tat, I think watched another 300+ chapter of manga heheor 'girl' reader) thou. I know I know, its for girl. But the plot is always much better most of shounen's mainstream -> BATTLE MANGA where 1 saga end, another saga up, heroes just need to improve and win last boss.......simple and boring , but cool and nice at the same time.

Below is the list of manga I reckon : ) (exclude mainstream)

shounen(manga meant for male) :

Yureka - A Korean made manga->manhwa. It's talk about online game which take place in the future, where you can enjoy the game by letting the player enter the virtual world. The 'skills effect' is nice and it is unique to most other main battle manga. The story is kind of slower in pace, but at a time, it expand exponentially. Sometime, I hope I havnt read this manga until it is completed. There a part of the story making me want to know how it gonna be happen at the 'real' end of the story.
(Ongoing)
Rating : 8.7/10


Bakuman - Well , I dont really get why it called bakuman =,=" ....my japanese lang is weak lol. It is the story arouse on 2 guy keen on becoming 'Mangaka'(drawer/story writer for the manga). Reason? 1 likes manga alot, another want to marry a girl.<---hmm? Lol ...Read then you know : ) . The romance in this manga is short(not sure how to say, it appear 1/2 chapter in between few chapter) but constanly hitting you to know what happen next~~ The plot is simple and yet refreshing It explain a lot on how a manga is drawn and the 'hardness' to survive in this industry. (Ongoing) Rating : 9.0/10 Shoujo(Manga meant for Female) :


Bitter Virgin : the name is quite bad to me thou. The story is kind of dark and depressing. It talks about a guy start caring a girl after knowing her VRY VRY SAD PAST accidentaly. Finishing this manga, it make me stop read a lot of shoujo manga because those storyline could not match up this manga. Not good manga to watch when you in sad mood thou >.< .100% will make you cry gao gao~~.(ah I dint cry over this manga at all, no worry , im cold blooded) I very unsatisfied with this story ending thou. ( I just want good ending hehe) (Completed) Rating : 9.5/10 -> if the ending is better , i wanna give 10/10 ~


Watashitachi no Tamura-kun - it stand for 'My dear Tamura-kun' if I not wrong as the name of last chapter of this piece. Its a love story about where a guy have to choose over 'Mysterious' Girl , or an 'Ice Queen' where both have sad past. The story is short, simple, realistic and great!. The plot is kind of unique to me.
(completed)
Rating : 8.0/10


Actually, still got alot manga i want to reckon .....but i lazy to write on : ) ....will update 1 by 1 when I want to

I bet a lot know nothing about this little Artist group.
If I not wrong, they are bought up by Manhand which start to famous.
Ou btw, they are Malaysian ^.^

In fact, they just release their new album :

Who is the Monster 摩斯特 ?

1	Prelude
2	Party Time
3	Sit Down
4	Dj Play This Love Song
5	Pop Star
6	Love Will Keep Us Alive
7	"Don't Cry" Intro
8	Expired Rubbish
9	I Love You. You Love Me
10	Friends Forever
11	P Forever
12	Expired Rubbish (KLG Sqwad Mix)

*song in bold has it own unique and nice : )

Some of you may already heard 'Expired Rubbish' since it get made into MV with the help of D1 Production and been circulating around FB. It is the best song out of those and the lyric is great!

Ou btw, I like the song 'I love you. You Love me' song the most. As it use our all time favourite song(guess it urself) for it base and innovate to something new.

And hei, their album is only RM30 ! . An album with 10 songs which cost oni rm30 is freaking cheap~ Its album is quite simple thou ~

What you will see when you open the album

I guess it is needed to make this album so cheap. As for sound, there a lot part of the songs is digitalized which sometime can be annoying (to me). Overall, still worth to get at its price.
I guess that much from me >.<

Facebook Link
There is song preview at left side of the page .....listen to it ^.^ .It pre-determine your choice of buying this album or not .
Try not to dl the mp3 version from internet (even though I last time found none LOL)
Support Music Industry pls >.<

p/s: Next Update gonna talk about manga .Read about 400+ chapter of manga last
week
~~~ Too free ~~~ he he

Yeah, i Failed to get 100% or 50% scholarship from taylor ....eventhough still get 30% thou >.<

ARGHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!
Lol, anyway, I may get 25% scholarship from Nottingham .....which I thought is wtf? , how could I get it?.....


just some random rant : )



p/s: gonna talks about Da.Mon.Ster on my next update : )

Well, I actually got this phone about a month ago - So I basically put some of my thoughts on this phone : )

To me , this phone is something like upgrade of Nokia 5800 XM. It share the same OS with 5800 as well as most of the interface in the phone like messaging and web is totally same.
However, It just partially upgrade on making the phone smaller as well as better camera/video quality.Through 'lowyat' forumer, It says to be cheaper version of Satio

On term of sound, It totally bad . Worst then 5800 XM totally. At first, it doesnt even have equalizer to be in with . Have to get it through Playnow® <---i forgot the code for 'tm' On the good side , it doesnt 'hang' as frequent as 5800 XM . 1 of its main feature is invulnerable to scratch . Click here for the video on 'Scratch Test'



This Phone is great in taking sunlight picture





But not as good for indoor pic



Summary of the review

-Great processor Speed - less 'hang'
-High picture quality - 8.1mp
-HD video recording (720p)
-Bad Sound Quality
-Low Internal Memory : (

Reference : Lowyat Discussion on Vivaz
Review from 'Stimix'

Hmm- thinking of reviving this dead blog hehe : )

-gonna review my phone on next update : ) Sony Ericsson - U5 @ Vivaz